Kakak's 25th
Lunch @ Tiffany's.
Audrey Hepburn Theme Party @ Fairmont Hotel.
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Jarell's 21st
Dinner @ Chalk, Mount Sophia.
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A little bit disorientated lately but other than that, I feel great! Went for my first run of the year a coupla hours ago and it feels so amazing. Gonna resume my yoga and exercise routine tomorrow. I also have a female version of Mr Mackey as my new lecturer. She says "mmkay" all the time and laughs at everything she says. She's really nice and cute though. I stopped smoking throughout the entire time I was sick and I thought it was gonna be easier to quit, but I was so wrong. Umpteenth attempt. Gonna keep trying.
The only thing that's bothering me is school. I've been thinking of quitting school and the feeling just gets stronger each day. Initially, I pursued this thing partly for my parents and the rest for myself. Now, it's just for them. I don't want this anymore. I just don't agree with most of the things they're teaching us. I'm sitting in class and reading all these notes and I just think it's all bullshit. I just think I can do something better with my time. I know I made a decision to carry on with this thing but maybe I just got my calling a little bit too late. I told myself that I would devote these years to my studies for my parents for all the hard-work and sacrifices they made to get me this far. I really feel lucky and appreciate this opportunity I've been presented with. But it gets so difficult to fight the feeling of wanting to.. LIVE. You know what I mean? I know it's selfish. Ugh being able to work mostly through passion makes me such a neurotic person. There's only about a year left to go. So I guess I'm gonna keep on trying. Tell me your thoughts if you have any ya.
Anyway, things have been pretty simple for me recently. Just chilling out with really close friends. 'Cause too much fun's gonna screw up my brain even more at this time. But yeah, I really like it.
I've got thousands of pictures of Europe so it's gonna take quite a while to sort them out. They'll be up as soon as I'm done.


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